Maybe I'm just paranoid. Or it's purely psychological. But I think my body doesn't allow me to breach a weight of above 47kg. Whenever I reach 48kg and my clothes feel tight (but in all the right places) I start falling sick. Fever, flu, sore throat. The whole motley crew.
At first I thought it's just me not taking care of myself better. But it does surprise me that I keep falling sick whenever I hit the 48kg mark. Is that my body's defence mechanism of sorts? Of not allowing me to gain weight?
Maybe I should just settle for 47kg. I'm 47kg now (in case you haven't guessed). But a good 47kg. I'm stronger. I look good. I have decent muscle tone although I'd kill to have a body like Jillian Michaels. I can do full pushups when some so called men could only manage half pushups.
So I shouldn't gripe, should I?